Resumo de Lost Soul - Dorothy Collins

Block off from the world
with nowhere to go
but inside my mind.

Darkness rules my thoughts
lost back in time
shattered heart
broken soul
searching for ways to feel whole

Brought up wrong,
left to the cruel streets to roam,
trapped in a lost love home.
head forever hanging low
demons want let me go
tried running to the light
the devil snatch me right back
anxiety got me feeling
like I'm having a heart-attack

why my life gotta be like this
as a child loving I missed
now that I'm grown, its so hard to move on
wondering in my mind where in this world
I truly belong.

my heart has vanish somewhere
in the whipping wind,
an I don't know if it'll ever
return again.

I'm trying hard to deal with
the cards I been dealt
no aces, queen, or kings
just been jack out of everything..

this world is so twisted
at times I'm glad i missed it
hatred sits high ,
while love swing low
this world so ruthless
its about to blow

Its a battle going on
inside my mind
not knowing which way
to turn, but I must save myself
can't let my soul burn...
so I turn to Christ, hoping for
some better advice
but the preachers in the churches
nowadays
are nothing nice
if you ain't blinging with
dollar bills, your soul to them
is not worthy to live...

so I fall down upon my knees
to the man himself, and ask
him quietly to help me
dust these problems off my shelf
ease the pain from my brain
because in my mind, its like
I'm slipping, going insane

people judging everywhere you go
but the pain one feel
they will never truly know,
to some its all a show.

my life is tied in a knot
unable to unlock, the outside
world I blocked out. my dreams
are at a blur, for my broken heart
there is no cure, I'm so UN-sure
of who I am, but my soul yearns to
follow the lamb...

My pen to my pad helps to
pour out the madness in me.
In its on little way it helps
me to feel a little less trapped,
at times I feel like I'm going to snap
my body at time I wish would just collapse
then perhaps all my troubles would just fade
away. suicide attempt never cross my mind
but the way my life is going, I'm about to cross that line.
but I'm afraid of dying, so I keep on trying to live this
life, and I'm willing to listen to any good advice.
I've been told to turn to the one that made the ultimate
sacrifice. so here I am all vulnerable upon my knees
asking the good lord to help me....please!!!!!

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