Love In A Moment
(Andrew Cota)
I sit down to write about Love is not in my sight, but I continue to fight for what I love in spite of it turning my mind into night. Yes I see new things when my eyes opened I just wanted to sing but the reality also hurts my heart for it brings awareness into my mind and now sin I can finally start to comprehend.Yet I cease not to do the things that please my flesh and the evil that consumes me as a wholehas brought nothing except a hole that eats away at my soul. If I wish not to see, will I be held accountable for what has become of me? Or will God forgive my ignorance, for I truly know not what I do! Now looking from the outside in I find that I will always sin and there is no way for me to win. But wait!!! I say, this can not be, did Jesus not die on the cross for us to be free? My insides burn and the devil tries to keep firm hold but he knows not that I am bold in the faith of God I turn Satan down cold and never will my soul ever be sold. My love for God is undying and evident in my mind yet my soul still searches and nothing do I find.What is Love I keep asking myself every night before I sleep this evil inside me starts to creep and after all this thinking nothing have I reaped. Where can I draw the line between reality and false hope? The line has faded and once again I turn to dope. Now high, high as I can be, my thoughts turn from the inside out, and I realize something beyond the shout of a doubt. God is real, everlasting, and never changed, so why is the product of himself so deranged and rearranged? Then an idea comes to mind, a fact more clearly to say, God created us in his image on the sixth day, now generations have gone past and the evil of this world has swarmed so fast, so now we try to hold onto what God has left us and try to make it last. And in that moment I realize why God made us free-willed, so that the love he originally instilled, we could use to have this world filled, with the awareness of God's blessing so we can start confessing our sins and be saved from eternal condemnation. And it is in that brief moment that love for everything blossoms into my soul, and it is only in that moment that I feel entirely whole.
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