Resumo de Yesterday

The past few days have been filled with stress, sadness and strain and i have been unable to right much but now I am back. My sister is still not speaking to me and to be quite honest, it''s hard being in a house with someone who doesn''t utter a single word to you. It''s hard and it''s heartbreaking because it bothers me that because I spoke my mind she would stop speaking to me. She just basically cut me off. It''s hard, i cannot deny it. Things are just kind of tough for me right now with all the things I have been going through and i know that there is depression there but I will get throug this. Last night i pulled out my Zumba cd that i have had for a while but never used and boy was it a workout. It was fun though because the music was what I like. It felt like i was in a party but the steps are a little bit difficult to learn. I found myself laughing through the pain. The trught is I have not been able to laugh and actually feel it in the past few days. P isn''t speaking to me either. I guess everyone put me on their black list this week. P is not speaking to me for stupid reason though. First of all he told me that my mother in law is in the hospital. So ofcourse i start to worry about her. I asked him if she has a phone in the hospital room and he says yes but he does not have the number righ there on him, which i believe because he is very dissorganized. He however told me that it''s nothing serious and she is going to be fine. He said that there is nothing really wrong but that we should leave her to do what she has to do. Okay, what does that mean? I mean I kept asking him for the number and he kept side swiping me. It was hurtful to me because it felt to me like my status as his wife meant nothing. If something is wrong with his mother, why couldn''t he just tell me and what was the big deal with me talking to her. Anyway, i called him one morning and asked him if she had come out of the hospital yet so that i could call her at home and he got upset with me and I told him fine, that i wouldnt'' bother him anymore and i guess you would call that an argument. I dont'' know because after that he stopped answering his phone when I call. I was so angry at him and then he finally answered the phone yesterday because ofcourse i kept calling him. Well, he answered the phone but he was indifferent. I hate the whole silent treatment thing. It takes me back to my ex and it is a big turn off for me. WHen my ex and i were living together, he did that. I cannot deal with it. There is just something about it that bothers me and hurts. I would rather hash out the problem and work through it than for someone to not be speaking to me. Either way, i am not dialling P''s number, he will have to call when he is ready because he answered the phone yesterday and stopped again after that. I am so fed up of people treating me like crap when i haven''t done anything.

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