Slowly Going Bonkers
(Rod F Cutler)
Also associated with an overimagination,one who feels hopeless,then feels a complusion to write poetry,in an attempt to relieve the mental queeziness of feeling like one is spinning gears in neutral?
I have a continuing habit of missplacing things,not being able to locate what it is that I'm missing!Getting more angry by every passing minute! Could be falsy blaming a roommate for taking something that was meant for me to try and stimulate my laboughtamy!Let's face it,when a man approaches his 50s,his bodily mechanics just don't function like they used to.Now I know how my Dad felt when he was in his 50s!I used to shrug it off as being lazy or slow,or both!But I know better now,don't I?
So what does one do to live with a detereoriating computer(upstairs) that obviously needs an update from the mechanics of DOS,to the now famous Windows Vista!
I sure wish my brain could be updated somehow because I dread,realizing that I am slowly neutralizing.At least my brain is.
I feel like I'm trying to reach out for that one,true,friend.There has to be at least one true friend?The one who will be willing to say,yes Rod,I do accept you just the way you are?I keep on climbing that ladder of possible links to that one,special,someone.Feels like I'm slowly traveling thru the void(empty space) aimlessly searching,someday,maybe?
In alot of ways,life SUCKS,big time.And yet in other ways,life can be wonderess,just watching monther nature as she continues her daily job of renewing living things,plants,and trees,who come back on a cycle,year after year.Being reborn into another life.Don't you wish we could operate that way,through mother Nature?
I'll leave you now,just had to vent my fustrations on having my samples of Viagra taken,maybe on purpose,or by accident.Cause the one who took it realizes that it probably won't do me any good,anyway!HOW DOES SHE KNOW?
Goodbye my friends.
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