Resumo de This Is Me I Am

I am Dream, Storm , Though, Honest, Dark,and Hard!
I have 2 sisters Yeru and July and I feel they are the best part of my life. I love music, peotry and mythology. I feel that life is a novel or a movie, fliping pages with different settings and pictures. Life is a Memory Book with photography and Life is a breath with no end. I live in a place where I´m honest with my self in my own little world where I decide who should be in it. One day you may be in it and som other day not but you will always have a place in m y heart. In my community I only know about strangers fake emocions with nothing real everything full of emptyness and anger to share.

I am not very social so I cant speak for my ?real freinds? I guess I dont have some, thats a decision that I took sometime ago. I think I dont have a close relationship with someone talking about freinds ,beacuse at the end our souls will burst with something called loosing our selfs and all I can think of is that Love Hurts in the badest way. I prefer to have someone shallow friends to talk normal, not expresing my emocions and having a fake talk with someone called my friend, when really magic does not come and without trying to find out what is in there heart of that called your freind.
Once I had a real freind when I was in kinder but next thing we both knew was that some Doctors had detected her leucimia on her and she had to be trated in San Antonio, so she stayed over there. She lives there know and she moves in a wheel chair, my heart moves everytime I know something about her and I bet that she does not remember me.
Another time I met some ?freinds? in my first school those where shallow and then I ,met a nice freind that showed me how to live. But with time we got bored or things happened in our lifes confusions and conflicts in our life came about to be the end of our freindship. Weapons used to kill each other with no hope that those times will come back. For that I say that the distances change our ways in lifes, different roads that dont have way to go back. Time that can become our enemy freezes the love in our heart. The hugs and memories will stay in the moon or in some part of the exosphere maybe in Mars but they will never come back. If you stop and look around you may notice changes and you will take for granted that what ever was will never be, that you dont have each other any more and that you cant go back in time. I t will have no sense to breath the aire with that freind at the same place and atmosphere. When time passes I take things for granted. But once again I meet a freind after 1 year, this freind shows me how to walk, to breath and gets my hand and shows me the sense of touch in someone?s heart. That scares me and know I am still thinking what to do I hate having real freinds beacuse if something happens I suffer very much...

I am expecting any oportunities to be positive I am willing to take... I am trying to see which way to decide, If mythology, Poetry, Music or Photgraphy is which I am about to elect. Maybe a reporter o maybe have a Bar of My Own... Maybe work in a Radio Station or expect a calling from God and study some Theology...Have some freinds for real and express my emotions a little more, knowing that in this world we are not to live for ever and like that say all that I feel, defending my identity and who I really am for life...

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