Being A Failure
(bunti)
At the tender age of 20, one does not expect a boyto be dealing with the perils and the problems confronted by him.afterall there is more to this world other than dealing with the real abnormalities of life. As luck would have it, this is me burdened with all the thinkable liablities oflife.i never knew, how quickly my life as turning into a living hell. slowly and sgradually a stage has reached where i dont see any light athe end of the tunnel. it would be fairly in appropriate on my part to be not disclosing the events which have lead to my downfall. as one wise man rightly pointed out, ther is no use crying over spilt milk, but going by the human tendency onedoes tends to rue over the past mistakes and misdeeds. NO,NO nor i have been charged with the murder , rape or bank robbery or any such thinkable crimes.i can never forget 26th of may 2004. it was on this very day high school results came out>much to my disamagement and disbelief, i was declared unsuccessful. it hadto be the most treachorous and the most taxing day of my life.and since then it has been a virtual downslide for me.Whateve i seem to be doing does not yield a positive result.infact there are times when i start questioning my existence. yes this has been the most fatal mistake of my life.i have never been i nthe good books of my family and after the debacle of my results only the worst possible is expected.two years have passed since then but the pain still lingers on and on.I have become the laughing stock of the town. a virtual scapegoat! I do want to carve a niche out for myself. i do want to do something which will make me immortal, something which can make my presence felt in this world. and to fulfill all these high held dreams of my life i need a valid chance to prove my worth.being very optimastic i sincerely hope tthat the"rub of the green will surely go my wayone day",And as one wise man rightly pointed out "Aim for the moon , even if u miss u will land among the stars".
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