The Hard Path In My Young Life.
(Katerine)
Why did I chose that path that night!! Trees on one side sloping, grass and twigs in between, a path, then on other the back end of houses, their own gardens. Its all a blurr till after, still I remember bits. Waving my arms, 3 boys on me doing all sorts unknown to me. I was 14 a long time ago. I remember banter, remember my arms fighting then off like an octapus in all directions, then a quilt in the ambulance. Next the police station and some police doctor taking dna and examining me, felt like rape all over again though not to say the police doctor was not professional. However through the door I heard they took sperm samples off my tongue. A few days later I had to go to the sexual disease clinic, a bit green room, and me! Again I was probed but it was all a blur anyway! It took me 29 years to accept it was not my fault! They caught the guys with in 4hrs, they admitted all due to forensics! Police said not to take further as I had alcohol and did not stand a chance, my parents obliged! I scrubbed myself with scourer daily, getting regular water infections, where my doctor told me to stop. No one sees what a rape is like. But to all those who have suffered this pain please believe, at 29 I realised it was not my fault! Find the strength to move on and put this somehow behind you. You deserve a Life, they dont, so dont let THEM win! No person has the right to touch you if you say no! No matter how much you shook your booty on the dance floor!! You have the right to say NO and a REAL man will respect that! FIGHT back and feel again, learn to trust and forgive and I promise it will get easier for you.
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