Dear God
(Christy Wallace)
DEAR GODToday you have tested me more then I think a person could be tested. You took a single hope that I whispered to you in the night to help with and all I could do is watch that hope fall away.All this hope I had you took away not in one day, not in a week but took it away over time. People say have faith and God will be there. I have faith and hope and prayed to you for that help to watch it all fall to ashes in the wind.I came so mad at you God for not helping to let me fail and fall down to breaking promises that I now see never will be filled, because I ended up failing when I didn''''t want to fail in front of certain eyes. Let alone there I was watching those eyes hurt and tell me it was okay. I know how it feels to have something broken like a promise God and I never want to see those eye show the same thing.But there I was doing just that only making me feel worst then I was knowing I failed the one person that looked up to me and I couldn''''t fix it or bring that promise true. I have fallen so low that the walls don''''t seem to have any holds for me to reach up and grab to pull my self back up, just smooth sleek walls letting me fall back down to the bottom once more. The air is thick with regrets and worries and pains so much stress, when I called out to you for help I only fall down again this time a little harder then before. How much farther will I fall before you step up and help me and my family? How much longer will the wait be when I wait for your time to do something when I fall down so far that I don''''t have the strength to pull my self up out of this hole of unhope?When will it be my time to shine? When will it be my time to see hope at the end of this dark tunnel? When will your time be my time?
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