Lost Soul
(Dorthy Collins)
For a long period of time I didn't believe in myself. I kept my head down in shame. I felt ugly, dirty, worthless, meanless. I couldn't spread my wings for they had being clip during my childhood. I watched so many kids take flight, while my pain held me back. I was left out in the stormy weather, with no one to dry me off, and make it better. As a child I had no imagination no place to escape to feel safe I was the child that was always stuck on the first base. afraid to move, afraid to run I was rip from all things that a kid would call fun. my dreams were full of deception, fear anger and hurt. once let out to play I would cover myself with dirt. it was like I was digging myself a grave, I just felt like a capture slave. so many times I tried to break the chains from my fragile soul, my heart was dripping blood I was child left out in the freezing cold. my heart was alone but as a child I always felt someone was there...listening to my cry...touching my plea I felt something or someone deep inside of me. I use to see shadows on the wall, with the looks of a waterfall and on the outside my window always set this white dove, pecking upon the window pane. the pecking sounded like he was calling my name. but every night I Ignore the sound, and pray to God before I laid down, and ask him could he please stick around till I fall asleep, and to please keep my daddy off my sheets so much has went on in my life I 've been through tremendous amount of strife I look back in those long gone years and till this day, I still live my life in fear
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