Mommy
(ana)
A mothers diary
09th jan 2007
This morning she got up and i made her sit on her potty seat she obliged and finished her morning routine but before long she made potty again on my hand this time .I had to wash my dress and wipe the floor thrice .while i was cleaning the floor she started screaming so I lost my temper and shouted on her and later felt guilty about the whole thing .
10th jan 2007
Today also was a struggle i was washing dishes in the morning and my baby took the remote control and threw it in the bucket and also spilled water on the floor the floor is slippery so i ran to get the mop and slipped and fell myself with great difficulty got up and put her on the bed mopped the whole floor.i dont think will work anymore .I am cooped up indoors all day and do not get the time to exercize too sometimes it gets frustrating
12 jan
sleep time is most challenging ..putting her to sleep takes lot of patience ..she does not want to sleep and keeps running away from me she kept me awake till 2 in th morning ..and I hardly got 4 hrs of distubed sleep ..but despite all this seeing my baby first thing in the morning brightens up my morning and the trauma of last night is forgotten well i guess i have to take each day as a new day with my baby. her sweet blabberings fills my heart with joy but the day has just begun i dont know what is in store for me today.
14th jan
Today was a dreadful dasy. hubby is out of station i was alone with the baby juggling household chores whole day..towards the evening as i was busy doing something else my tripped over something and hurt herself on th forehead i was devastated to see her bleeding gosh that was a terrible moment i had to rush to the hospital with one of my hubby''s friends ..
17th jan
my baby is better now .. but i am still disturbed with the flashes of that day coming back to me guess have to stop thinking about it and take care of my baby..what a range of emotions a mother goes through it brings out the best in you and also the worst..I never thought about it when i was with my parents they must have gone through the same feelings..it was hard to understand then..
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